It's been 5 years I haven't written anything in my blog. You know what fella, I just dyed my hair to red brown, well it really changed my appearance. I actually wanted to have a gold-brown hair, so maybe I'll look like Latina girl, but sadly my first trial of dying hair turns out to be disaster. In the end, I just seek help to hair stylist near my home. He could fixed my hair, but what's done can't be undone. My hair not black anymore, the precious hair color that I've been proud of this whole time. Okay because this time we talked about the precious thing in my life, I will talk about it.
Actually lately I've been losing that sense of precious thing in my life. In the past, I will boast about my black hair, but sadly I don't have it anymore. In the past, I will boast about my degree, university title and major. But now I've graduated from that university, I don't have any title of it anymore. These days, I just don't have anything to boast of, like I realized I actually am nothing without those things. These past years, many things happen in my life. After graduated from university, I was started working and earn money for myself. I went to study abroad for about one year. I broke up with my almost-boyfriend, things just not worked out for both of us. I starting to have romantic relationship (again) with another person, but it's not ended well too. My uncle passed away. This whole things really changed my perspective of life. I came to thinking that maybe I don't want to get married. I don't know what happens to me, but me in the past will look from positive side. I will thought that some things happen for a reason. Sadly the present me can't think of the positive side at all. When something bad happen, I will just think to endure it and live for people around me, my family. I don't know when will I'll get tired of sacrifice thing for people around me. The present me just want to seeking happiness. I think, the most important things are not what people around you thinking, but do you really happy about it? I've once sacrifice my love for some guy because of my friend. In the end, I thought it's really not worth it. Although my friend likes him, she already has boyfriend, so she will choose her boyfriend. My relation with my best friend not ended too bad, but we are not that close anymore. Meanwhile my relation with the guy also over. Sometimes, things that we expect will turns to be "that" way, in reality just turns to be "this" way. My expectation is if I let go the guy, I can maintain my friendship. But sadly, after I let go the guy, I can' befriend with her anymore. Maybe this is the best for the three of us. Well, I've learnt one thing that is you have to make your own happiness is your priority. If you not make your happiness to be priority, then who will be? Although we all still have good relations, but we aren't as close we used to be as if there's this "wall" standing between three of us. Even for me, I still feel like shame, because that guy is a nice guy, he is the nicest guy I've ever been get close to. I hope this will be my lesson to not wasting chance or wasting people that truly care for me. I hope in the future I will stop over thinking of what people said about me. Just trust His timing and His plan.
Sabtu, 08 Juni 2019
Senin, 06 Januari 2014
my thought
sejauh ini aku selalu berpikir bahwa gadis-gadis di Victoria's Secret itu cantik-cantik ya, pasti menyenangkan untuk bisa tampil sempurna seperti mereka, memakai pakaian-pakaian bermerk, terkenal dan kecantikan yang mampu buat jutaan orang iri kalau melihat mereka tapi pernahkah kita benar-benar tahu, kalau mungkin kehidupan mereka tidak sesempurna yang dibayangkan.
memangnya untuk apa sih seorang manusia itu hidup?
ketika aku membayangkan kematian, aku tidak dapat melihat apapun. setidaknya ketika aku mengalami kegagalan dalam hidupku, aku akan merasakan sesuatu, entah itu sedih atau terluka atau marah. tetapi kematian? aku sendiri mungkin tidak akan sadar kalau aku sudah meninggal. kadang aku meragukan Tuhanku sendiri..apakah Ia benar-benar ada? apakah aku akan benar-benar pergi kepada-Nya ketika aku mati kelak?
sebagai anak kecil, mungkin aku tidak akan begitu memahami kematian itu semenyeramkan apa. tetapi ketika aku beranjak dewasa dan aku sudah mulai sedikit demi sedikit memahami makna hidup dan tidak lagi melihat kehidupan dari kacamata seorang anak kecil, ternyata kematian itu adalah sebuah akhir yang benar-benar tidak dapat dibayangkan oleh satupun orang. orang boleh berkata banyak hal mengenai kematian itu sendiri, tetapi aku pun juga tidak begitu percaya. kepercayaan yang kupegang teguh selama belasan tahun saja aku ragukan, apalagi kata-kata orang yang hanya simpang siur dari satu mulut ke mulut yang lain.
tapi pernahkah kita sadar, bahwa kalau dalam kehidupan ini aku hanya memikirkan mengenai bagaimana cara matiku kelak? apakah orang akan menangisi kematianku atau tidak? bagaimana orang-orang di sekitarku yang akan kutinggalkan? hal ini tentu hanyalah membuang-buang waktu saja.
setiap orang tentu mempunya jangka waktu yang sama. kita sama-sama lahir dan pada akhirnya akan mati suatu hari kelak. masing-masing memiliki waktunya. namun, dengan cara apa kita mengisi waktu lahir-mati kita? apakah dengan cara meratapi kematianku nanti? tentu aku tidak mau menjadi orang yang seperti itu :) mulai sekarang, aku akan mengisi hari-hariku dengan lebih bermakna, memaknai tiap tindakanku.
mungkin karena itulah dulu saat kecil, guru kita selalu bertanya mengenai cita-cita. kalau manusia tidak punya tujuan, untuk apa ia hidup?
mulai sekarang, aku harap aku tidak perlu lagi menangis tiba-tiba karena rasa takutku yang berlebihan pada kematian. aku akan berusaha untuk menguatkan hatiku untuk mengingat Tuhan ketika rasa takut itu menghampiri hatiku dan mengingat bahwa hal ini adalah percuma. lagipula seseorang pernah berkata bahwa dalam menghadapi suatu ujian, bukan hasil cemerlang yang menunjukkan keberhasilan kita tetapi bagaimana kita melalui ujian itulah yang merupakan keberhasilan kita.
haha ini adalah ungkapan pikiranku untuk siang hari ini, semoga tidak hanya aku saja yang dapat memaknai hidup ini dengan lebih hikmat :)
memangnya untuk apa sih seorang manusia itu hidup?
ketika aku membayangkan kematian, aku tidak dapat melihat apapun. setidaknya ketika aku mengalami kegagalan dalam hidupku, aku akan merasakan sesuatu, entah itu sedih atau terluka atau marah. tetapi kematian? aku sendiri mungkin tidak akan sadar kalau aku sudah meninggal. kadang aku meragukan Tuhanku sendiri..apakah Ia benar-benar ada? apakah aku akan benar-benar pergi kepada-Nya ketika aku mati kelak?
sebagai anak kecil, mungkin aku tidak akan begitu memahami kematian itu semenyeramkan apa. tetapi ketika aku beranjak dewasa dan aku sudah mulai sedikit demi sedikit memahami makna hidup dan tidak lagi melihat kehidupan dari kacamata seorang anak kecil, ternyata kematian itu adalah sebuah akhir yang benar-benar tidak dapat dibayangkan oleh satupun orang. orang boleh berkata banyak hal mengenai kematian itu sendiri, tetapi aku pun juga tidak begitu percaya. kepercayaan yang kupegang teguh selama belasan tahun saja aku ragukan, apalagi kata-kata orang yang hanya simpang siur dari satu mulut ke mulut yang lain.
tapi pernahkah kita sadar, bahwa kalau dalam kehidupan ini aku hanya memikirkan mengenai bagaimana cara matiku kelak? apakah orang akan menangisi kematianku atau tidak? bagaimana orang-orang di sekitarku yang akan kutinggalkan? hal ini tentu hanyalah membuang-buang waktu saja.
setiap orang tentu mempunya jangka waktu yang sama. kita sama-sama lahir dan pada akhirnya akan mati suatu hari kelak. masing-masing memiliki waktunya. namun, dengan cara apa kita mengisi waktu lahir-mati kita? apakah dengan cara meratapi kematianku nanti? tentu aku tidak mau menjadi orang yang seperti itu :) mulai sekarang, aku akan mengisi hari-hariku dengan lebih bermakna, memaknai tiap tindakanku.
mungkin karena itulah dulu saat kecil, guru kita selalu bertanya mengenai cita-cita. kalau manusia tidak punya tujuan, untuk apa ia hidup?
mulai sekarang, aku harap aku tidak perlu lagi menangis tiba-tiba karena rasa takutku yang berlebihan pada kematian. aku akan berusaha untuk menguatkan hatiku untuk mengingat Tuhan ketika rasa takut itu menghampiri hatiku dan mengingat bahwa hal ini adalah percuma. lagipula seseorang pernah berkata bahwa dalam menghadapi suatu ujian, bukan hasil cemerlang yang menunjukkan keberhasilan kita tetapi bagaimana kita melalui ujian itulah yang merupakan keberhasilan kita.
haha ini adalah ungkapan pikiranku untuk siang hari ini, semoga tidak hanya aku saja yang dapat memaknai hidup ini dengan lebih hikmat :)
Sabtu, 30 November 2013
just wanna write something
deja vu ya kalau lihat foto lamanya jika dibandingkan dengan dirinya yang sekarang. mungkin karena dulu dia masih duduk di bangku SMA sehingga memaksanya untuk tetap dengan rambut pendek rapinya itu tapi sekarang rambutnya dibiarkan gondrong olehnya semenjak masuk kuliah.
kalau aku lihat dirinya yang sekarang, penampilannya yang telah agak berubah membuat aku tidak terlalu ingat akan masa lalu lagi kalau mungkin nanti bertemu dengannya lagi. aku mungkin tidak akan merasa sakit hati seperti yang dulu aku rasakan ketika pertama putus dengannya. haha agak lucu memang kalau diingat kembali bagaimana aku dulu menangis seharian dan fakta bahwa aku telah putus darinya bagai mimpi terburuk yang pernah terjadi dalam hidupku. aku ingat betapa sengsaranya aku saat itu tapi aku tidak bisa mengingat dengan pasti parahnya luka yang kualami. jika ditanya apa aku ingin kembali ke masa itu, tentu aku tidak ingin memutar waktu untuk merasakan lagi sengsaranya hatiku saat itu.
sekarang, sudah lebih dari tiga tahun aku tidak memiliki hubungan spesial dengan laki-laki manapun. aku sendiri juga sebenarnya sudah agak kangen untuk kembali pacaran tapi kalau tidak ada pasangannya, mau bagaimana dong?
aku hanya bisa menghabiskan hidupku dengan membaca novel, menonton drama korea dan sebagian besarnya dihabiskan untuk belajar, namun aku yakin ada alasan mengapa aku hingga saat ini belum mempunyai pacar lagi, karena sejujurnya diriku juga sadar, jika ada seseorang yang tiba-tiba menyatakan cinta kepadaku, aku mungkin saja menolaknya. aku masih belum bisa membagi waktu antara belajar dan waktu luang. aku ingat betul bahwa dulu alasan aku tidak menerima kembali mantan pacarku itu karena belajar dari pengalaman, aku terlalu menghabiskan waktu SMS dengannya hingga larut malam dan akhirnya malah membuat fokusku terbagi-bagi. aku menjadi tidak dapat berkonsentrasi penuh pada belajarku dan sejak aku berpacaran dengannya, memang ada sisi positifnya sih tetapi entah kenapa aku justru merasa lebih banyak sisi negatifnya hahaha. satu-satunya sisi positif yang kudapat darinya adalah sekarang aku sadar bahwa aku tidak perlu merubah diriku didepannya. aku berubah menjadi pribadi yang mementingkan penampilan daripada sekolahku. tetapi ya sudahlah, sudah berlalu juga dan aku cukup menikmati hidupku yang sekarang, meski aku yakin, cepat atau lambat aku harus mulai mencari-cari pasangan hidup. aku hanya akan menunggu keajaiban dan menunggu pangeran berkuda putih datang dan tiba-tiba menyadarkanku bahwa sebenarnya dialah pasanganku
kalau aku lihat dirinya yang sekarang, penampilannya yang telah agak berubah membuat aku tidak terlalu ingat akan masa lalu lagi kalau mungkin nanti bertemu dengannya lagi. aku mungkin tidak akan merasa sakit hati seperti yang dulu aku rasakan ketika pertama putus dengannya. haha agak lucu memang kalau diingat kembali bagaimana aku dulu menangis seharian dan fakta bahwa aku telah putus darinya bagai mimpi terburuk yang pernah terjadi dalam hidupku. aku ingat betapa sengsaranya aku saat itu tapi aku tidak bisa mengingat dengan pasti parahnya luka yang kualami. jika ditanya apa aku ingin kembali ke masa itu, tentu aku tidak ingin memutar waktu untuk merasakan lagi sengsaranya hatiku saat itu.
sekarang, sudah lebih dari tiga tahun aku tidak memiliki hubungan spesial dengan laki-laki manapun. aku sendiri juga sebenarnya sudah agak kangen untuk kembali pacaran tapi kalau tidak ada pasangannya, mau bagaimana dong?
aku hanya bisa menghabiskan hidupku dengan membaca novel, menonton drama korea dan sebagian besarnya dihabiskan untuk belajar, namun aku yakin ada alasan mengapa aku hingga saat ini belum mempunyai pacar lagi, karena sejujurnya diriku juga sadar, jika ada seseorang yang tiba-tiba menyatakan cinta kepadaku, aku mungkin saja menolaknya. aku masih belum bisa membagi waktu antara belajar dan waktu luang. aku ingat betul bahwa dulu alasan aku tidak menerima kembali mantan pacarku itu karena belajar dari pengalaman, aku terlalu menghabiskan waktu SMS dengannya hingga larut malam dan akhirnya malah membuat fokusku terbagi-bagi. aku menjadi tidak dapat berkonsentrasi penuh pada belajarku dan sejak aku berpacaran dengannya, memang ada sisi positifnya sih tetapi entah kenapa aku justru merasa lebih banyak sisi negatifnya hahaha. satu-satunya sisi positif yang kudapat darinya adalah sekarang aku sadar bahwa aku tidak perlu merubah diriku didepannya. aku berubah menjadi pribadi yang mementingkan penampilan daripada sekolahku. tetapi ya sudahlah, sudah berlalu juga dan aku cukup menikmati hidupku yang sekarang, meski aku yakin, cepat atau lambat aku harus mulai mencari-cari pasangan hidup. aku hanya akan menunggu keajaiban dan menunggu pangeran berkuda putih datang dan tiba-tiba menyadarkanku bahwa sebenarnya dialah pasanganku
Rabu, 12 Juni 2013
Kanon Wakeshima - Suna No Oshiro
Negai dareka ga
Sotto nagareru shiro niKawaitaku no kato de
Hairo no watashi wa
Tada jitte kietei ku no
Miteta
Hoshi wo atsumete
Tsukuru suna no oshiro ni
Watashi no sasayaka na inori
Koborete ochiru
Sono ashimoto wo
Machibuseta nami ga sarau
A world of darkness.
A world of silence.
Kie kakaru inori
Kaze ni aorare nagara
Sore demo tomori tsuzukete
Watashi ga ikudomo motsure nagara
Hieyuku te de
Tsukuru suna no oshiro wo
Machibuseta nami ga sarau
Anata e
Vampire Knight
hey all long time no see write. lately i have been craving for anime haha! it's addictive! I just finished my first-holiday-anime, Vampire Knight.
I know right! Zero is my favorite character here but sometimes Kaname made me stunned by his perfection. I bet in reality people just choose Kaname over Zero. c'mon he have power, looks and top of that he is really romantic. he is just ideal-type for every girl but sorry Kaname, from beginning of this anime, Zero have grab my attention <3 surely reality is different from dream. Zero just typical of cool, annoying but attractive and actually loyal guy. I'd like if he become my boyfriend kekeke. oh yeah i haven't write the synopsis yet, hihi sorry.
basically it's all about love triangle between Yuuki Cross, Zero Kiryuu, and Kaname Kuran. at the beginning, Yuuki likes Kaname but then she realized she's so much different with Kaname. Kaname is pure-blood vampire while she is just ordinary human. on vampire society, pure-blood vampire is really rare and not like any-other vampire. we can say that pure-blood vampire just like God to other vampire because they have power to make ordinary vampire obey. on the other hand, Zero who really hates vampire, later realized that he's in love with Yuuki. initially except Kaname and Chairman of Cross Academy (adoptive father of Yuuki and Zero), everyone didn't know that Zero is actually a vampire too. his family got killed by pure-blood vampire and he also got bitten her and slowly-but-sure will change into vampire soon. that's why he have huge hatred to vampire. he can't accept his condition which will going to turn into monster. but then Yuuki always support him when she first knew it, she even donate her own blood to Zero. Because of that, Yuuki becomes dependable to Zero and later they both realized they just fall-in-love.
but problem arise when later Yuuki's true identity was revealed. she's actually Kaname's sister and pure-blood vampire. they are both engaged. if we can see from Yuuki's human perspective, she actually love Zero but from her vampire perspective, she loves Kaname.
it's complicated yet interesting anime. you should watch it!
keke sorry YuKa fans, no offense! :)
I know right! Zero is my favorite character here but sometimes Kaname made me stunned by his perfection. I bet in reality people just choose Kaname over Zero. c'mon he have power, looks and top of that he is really romantic. he is just ideal-type for every girl but sorry Kaname, from beginning of this anime, Zero have grab my attention <3 surely reality is different from dream. Zero just typical of cool, annoying but attractive and actually loyal guy. I'd like if he become my boyfriend kekeke. oh yeah i haven't write the synopsis yet, hihi sorry.
basically it's all about love triangle between Yuuki Cross, Zero Kiryuu, and Kaname Kuran. at the beginning, Yuuki likes Kaname but then she realized she's so much different with Kaname. Kaname is pure-blood vampire while she is just ordinary human. on vampire society, pure-blood vampire is really rare and not like any-other vampire. we can say that pure-blood vampire just like God to other vampire because they have power to make ordinary vampire obey. on the other hand, Zero who really hates vampire, later realized that he's in love with Yuuki. initially except Kaname and Chairman of Cross Academy (adoptive father of Yuuki and Zero), everyone didn't know that Zero is actually a vampire too. his family got killed by pure-blood vampire and he also got bitten her and slowly-but-sure will change into vampire soon. that's why he have huge hatred to vampire. he can't accept his condition which will going to turn into monster. but then Yuuki always support him when she first knew it, she even donate her own blood to Zero. Because of that, Yuuki becomes dependable to Zero and later they both realized they just fall-in-love.
but problem arise when later Yuuki's true identity was revealed. she's actually Kaname's sister and pure-blood vampire. they are both engaged. if we can see from Yuuki's human perspective, she actually love Zero but from her vampire perspective, she loves Kaname.
it's complicated yet interesting anime. you should watch it!
keke sorry YuKa fans, no offense! :)
Senin, 18 Juni 2012
BIG BANG - MONSTER (Review)
this is gonna be my fuuuuuuull opinion of Big Bang's song Monster *o* first of all I gotta admit that Big Bang's songs always waaaaaay much better than my expectation! should I mention ALL of their songs? seriously VIPs really take good care their idols ;) keke good work guys~
GD looks absolutely handsome for me and TOP.. I couldn't say any further. he's just prefect there. no matter how many he said 'he's not a monster' but! he IS a monster to me ;___; how could be a human looked so stunning even with emotionless-face-look.. oh dear my heart. ya gotta be kidding me. I though TOP was a cool, handsome pretty smart boy and of course manly but then I watched Running Man where Big Bang as guest. all my thoughts about TOP crushed at the same time, ever since he asked Daesung's permission so he could follow him .__. OMG. I mean.. that innocent cute boy and the cool playboy-face-look are the SAME PERSON T_T oh God. I just hope no one could take advantage at his extremely hot appearance because of his innocent. remember it VIPs that you guys have a HUGE responsbility to protect big kid, TOP >.< but if one of you still curious of TOP's hotness, here I give you picture of him
he's handsome? yes he is.
he's perfect? yes definition of perfection.
he's hot???! TOTALLY.
phew please boomshakalaka let me breath. and Taeyang, Seungri and Daesung just make this song completed <3 I just realized that probably all of part this post talking about TOP THE MOST O:) sorry everyone keke I just wanna share my opinion about this song but turned out to be TOP's post. anyway~ here I give you Big Bang's family photo!
GD looks absolutely handsome for me and TOP.. I couldn't say any further. he's just prefect there. no matter how many he said 'he's not a monster' but! he IS a monster to me ;___; how could be a human looked so stunning even with emotionless-face-look.. oh dear my heart. ya gotta be kidding me. I though TOP was a cool, handsome pretty smart boy and of course manly but then I watched Running Man where Big Bang as guest. all my thoughts about TOP crushed at the same time, ever since he asked Daesung's permission so he could follow him .__. OMG. I mean.. that innocent cute boy and the cool playboy-face-look are the SAME PERSON T_T oh God. I just hope no one could take advantage at his extremely hot appearance because of his innocent. remember it VIPs that you guys have a HUGE responsbility to protect big kid, TOP >.< but if one of you still curious of TOP's hotness, here I give you picture of him
he's handsome? yes he is.
he's perfect? yes definition of perfection.
he's hot???! TOTALLY.
phew please boomshakalaka let me breath. and Taeyang, Seungri and Daesung just make this song completed <3 I just realized that probably all of part this post talking about TOP THE MOST O:) sorry everyone keke I just wanna share my opinion about this song but turned out to be TOP's post. anyway~ here I give you Big Bang's family photo!
LYRIC BIG BANG - MONSTER (English Translation)
[T.O.P]
It’s been a while since we’ve met
Your face looks good
You got prettier, you were always beautiful in my eyes
[G-Dragon]
But today you look a bit different
You look especially a bit cold
Your eyes that look at me are filled with pity
In front of you, I seem smaller
[T.O.P]
I tried to be fine, trying to change the subject
Though I had so much I wanted to ask you
[G-Dragon]
You cut me off right away
Your long hair flowing
[T.O.P]
As it hit my cheek and passed away
You turn away and left right away
[G-Dragon]
If I try to catch you here, would that be too ridiculous?
[Taeyang]
Nothing comes to my mind
As you tremble, you take a step, two steps back
You say that I scare you now
You’re like a moon that makes me go crazy
[Daesung]
I love you baby I’m not a monster
You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it’ll all disappear
Then you will know baby
[Taeyang]
I need you baby I’m not a monster
You know me so don’t leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I’m not a monster
[Seungri]
No matter what happens, let’s be forever
When we’re sad, when we’re happy, let’s go till the end
You don’t say that tomorrow
Let’s love like today is the last
[G-Dragon]
A life without you is like an imprisonment for life
An extinction from the world to the point where I’d go crazy
Your existence is a chronic disease, a repitition of pain
You’re a lingering attachment in my heart
[T.O.P]
The people of the world have turned their backs against me
The corners of their eyes are all twisted up
The greatest pain to me,
Is the fact that you became the same as them
[Daesung]
I love you baby I’m not a monster
You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it’ll all disappear
Then you will know baby
[Taeyang]
I need you baby I’m not a monster
You know me so don’t leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I’m not a monster
[Seungri]
Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me
Don’t do it, don’t do it, don’t do it, it’s not like you
[Daesung] Getting farther away, love is breaking apart
[Seungri]
Don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t look for me
The last, last, last image
[Taeyang] of me in front of you, Remember that, Don’t forget me
[Daesung]
I love you baby I’m not a monster
You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it’ll all disappear
Then you will know baby
[Taeyang]
I need you baby I’m not a monster
You know me so don’t leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I’m not a monster
[G-Dragon]
I think I’m sick I think I’m sick
I think I’m sick I think I’m sick
It’s been a while since we’ve met
Your face looks good
You got prettier, you were always beautiful in my eyes
[G-Dragon]
But today you look a bit different
You look especially a bit cold
Your eyes that look at me are filled with pity
In front of you, I seem smaller
[T.O.P]
I tried to be fine, trying to change the subject
Though I had so much I wanted to ask you
[G-Dragon]
You cut me off right away
Your long hair flowing
[T.O.P]
As it hit my cheek and passed away
You turn away and left right away
[G-Dragon]
If I try to catch you here, would that be too ridiculous?
[Taeyang]
Nothing comes to my mind
As you tremble, you take a step, two steps back
You say that I scare you now
You’re like a moon that makes me go crazy
[Daesung]
I love you baby I’m not a monster
You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it’ll all disappear
Then you will know baby
[Taeyang]
I need you baby I’m not a monster
You know me so don’t leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I’m not a monster
[Seungri]
No matter what happens, let’s be forever
When we’re sad, when we’re happy, let’s go till the end
You don’t say that tomorrow
Let’s love like today is the last
[G-Dragon]
A life without you is like an imprisonment for life
An extinction from the world to the point where I’d go crazy
Your existence is a chronic disease, a repitition of pain
You’re a lingering attachment in my heart
[T.O.P]
The people of the world have turned their backs against me
The corners of their eyes are all twisted up
The greatest pain to me,
Is the fact that you became the same as them
[Daesung]
I love you baby I’m not a monster
You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it’ll all disappear
Then you will know baby
[Taeyang]
I need you baby I’m not a monster
You know me so don’t leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I’m not a monster
[Seungri]
Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me
Don’t do it, don’t do it, don’t do it, it’s not like you
[Daesung] Getting farther away, love is breaking apart
[Seungri]
Don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t look for me
The last, last, last image
[Taeyang] of me in front of you, Remember that, Don’t forget me
[Daesung]
I love you baby I’m not a monster
You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it’ll all disappear
Then you will know baby
[Taeyang]
I need you baby I’m not a monster
You know me so don’t leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I’m not a monster
[G-Dragon]
I think I’m sick I think I’m sick
I think I’m sick I think I’m sick
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